Gathering My Thoughts in May {my favorite month}

Outside my window: A gorgeous spring day.  A thunderstorm blew through this morning and in its wake came a clear blue sky and a sparkling world washed clean by the rain.  Then the sun began to heat things up and fluffy white clouds have begun to adorn the sky.  We have had a lot of unseasonably cold days, combined with clouds, fog and rain, so the sunshine and warmth are doubly welcome.

Listening to: The rocking of the baby swing and the hum of the washing machine.  There’s also the faint sound of birds and little girls playing outside, and the creak of the screen door as children go in and out.

Clothing myself in: I dressed in a nursing tank and stretch capris to work out this morning, and its so warm I never changed.

Talking with my children about these books: I haven’t been reading much to the kids.  I’ve been encouraging them to spend time outside, and my husband is doing the bedtime reading.  I’d like to read to them more; perhaps we can have outdoor story time!

In my own reading: Daily meditations and blogs are about all I’ve been reading lately.  I choose a whole stack of books from our home library to read (since I can’t get to the public library right now) and would like to start reading them.  There just aren’t enough hours in the day.

Thinking and thinking:
About balancing mothering, housework, working from home and time for myself.  Ever since the beginning of April, when I was first home with three children and needing to work 10-15 hours a week (emailing for the non-profit I work for), and wanting to pray and exercise every day, I’ve really struggled with how to balance everything, especially time with the girls and the cleaning, cooking and laundry.

Pondering: “The Lord takes delight in his people.
Sing to the LORD a new song
of praise in the assembly of the faithful.
Let Israel be glad in their maker,
let the children of Zion rejoice in their king.”

Carefully cultivating rhythm: Morning prayers and exercise are giving a good start to my days.  Now I just need to work on the rest of the day, and finding a rhythm for the girls.

Creating by hand: Has not happened in a long time.  I yearn to make some sundresses for the girls, and see some progress on a quilt that’s been in the making a long time.  I really don’t know when these things will happen, though. 

Learning lessons in:  Trust (in God’s plan for me and our family).  Humility (that things are not going to happen the way I plan, expect, or hope).  Asking for help, especially inviting people to visit us, since we can’t go anywhere.

Encouraging learning in: Playing outside and with each other.

Keeping house: The house was cleaned for Cecilia’s baptism party last week.  I’m trying to keep the living and dining rooms that way.  The kitchen, bedroom and laundry: epic fails.

Crafting in the kitchen:  Made meatballs for the first time.  Delicious.  Going to make them again tonight.  Also looking forward to our first salad of the year from our garden.

To be fit and happy: I’ve been doing a 30 day fitness challenge group, and the support is actually helping me persevere with daily exercise.  I’ve also been drinking so much more water, which is really making a difference in how I feel every day.

Giving thanks: For friends who come spend time with my kids; online community; and beautiful, handmade gifts.

Loving the moments: When the big girls are in bed and I’m rocking and nursing Cecilia and looking out at the sunset over the fields and hills, as they gradually turn more green and vibrant every day.

Living the liturgy: May is my favorite month of the year.  Springtime and honor Mother Mary-what can be better?  Planning to involve the girls in picking flowers and decorating our Little Oratory to honor the Blessed Mother.

Planning for the week ahead: Set up some play dates this morning, need  to do some meal planning, and hoping and praying that the laundry gets finished and the kitchen gets cleaned (despite a broken sink pipe!).

2 thoughts on “Gathering My Thoughts in May {my favorite month}

  1. Oh those greens are just so lush and beautiful! I planted lettuce and kale for the chickens but didn’t get around to planting any for *us* so the chickens have been happily scratching at theirs (which grew GREAT with complete neglect) but we have none! When will I learn…

  2. Pingback: 12 Takes from 2016: Part I – This Mom Needs Chocolate

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